15:09, Tuesday, 12 February, 2013
One quick interesting tidbit that I have neglected to
mention: I had a conversation with Dave a long time ago concerning African
history, and he told me of a theory that Africa never became industrialized
because the zebra could not be tamed.
In a way, maybe we have zebras to thank that large wildlife like there
is here, near extirpated in America, still exists.
We saw a nursing elephant on the way home from
Thanksgiving. It and its mom were
right by the road, and it reached its long trunk out asking to be fed, trying
to keep up as she walked along.
Finally she decided she’d stop for it, and we were treated to watching a
member of the largest land animals guzzle some milk right next to our
vehicle. Elephant mammary glands
resemble those of humans an astonishing amount, present up front on the chest
. Fascinating how evolution picks
different routes; hyenas only have two nipples as well, but they are present in
the back, like a cow’s utter.
Vervet monkeys: always distracting me from my work. One late morning or early afternoon a
couple months ago, they decided to jump all over the top of my tent. I don’t think they knew I was inside,
and I could see the shapes of
their little hands indenting through the canvas. Eventually I stood up and traced the perfect black shadows
with my finger, only canvas separating my hand and the monkeys’. They didn’t notice at first; but then I
got a little greedy. I pushed up
on a small monkey, lifting it on my hand, and I couldn’t believe how long it
sat there, its little weight heavy on my palm. At long last it decided something was up, moving to the side
and causing me to chuckle at its assumed confusion. A game of chasing the monkeys with my hand from within the
tent ensued. After a minute or so
they must have gotten creeped out, perhaps because a few back on the ground had
begun bobbing their heads back and forth while peering through the screen,
trying to discover what creature was hiding inside and daring to join in their
fun. Their thick vibrato croaky
trills alerted the others, who came down from the canvas. But they didn’t stop playing amongst
themselves (I tried not to be insulted at being left out). One little tyke eventually became tired
of playing, and ran off into its mother’s arms. She hugged it, and then rubbed
its back. It wasn’t nursing,
it just sat there with its head to the side against her chest, and she moved
her hands up and down its back several times exactly like a human mother trying
to comfort her child. Unreal.
I had never seen a group of hyenas seriously hunt until the
morning Charlie, Wilson and I saw Helios and her daughters, along with Ted
(very randomly, as she is Aqua’s daughter and not of terrifically high rank)
try for a zebra. They had been
bristle-tail social sniffing with noses together on the ground, parallel
walking in affiliation and pasting on stalks all morning long, fatiguing poor
Wilson who had only just begun transcribing. All at once they loped together toward a lone zebra. In one of the most impressive national
geographic-like sights I’ve ever seen; they massed around the zebra as it ran,
closing it in on all sides so it appeared as though the zebra was running atop
a sea of hyenas. I was afraid for
it, even as my mind insisted our hyenas must eat too. For five minutes we chased them through a maze of bushes,
trying desperately to get some data on video, the hyenas all the time right
against the zebra’s front, shoulders, sides, flanks, and tail. I was sure of the zebra’s impending
doom, but all at once it found a group of five other zebras. That was too much
for the hyenas, who slowed and dispersed.
Slightly relieved that I didn’t have to watch a zebra disembowelment,
yet also slightly disappointed for the feast Helios et al. lost, I took a deep
breath and watched the zebras run off.
Strength in numbers successfully demonstrated, and I bet that zebra
didn’t wander off by itself for a long time thereafter.
16:14, Monday, 25 February, 2013
We may study hyenas, but it’s nice to know that the local
herders don’t think less of us. In
fact, thanks to Benson and Wilson bridging important gaps between our
understandings, one herder came to us for help when one of his cows went
missing. She had been pregnant,
and wandered off to give birth somewhere unbeknownst to her owner. We told him to hop in the car,
abandoning our pursuit of Tilt (at the time we couldn’t figure where she had
hidden little Blanket), and drove around shining the bushes and luggas. It seemed funny, driving around a
herder in a car plastered with hyenas looking for a cow lost within park
boundaries, and yet it was a wonderful sort of funny. We were working together, easing toward even further
understanding. I feel within the
past year something lovely has blossomed in the hyena project: we aren’t as
separate from the Maasai anymore.
We didn’t find the man’s cow; adding to the obscurely excellent
relationship, he asked us the next morning if perhaps our hyenas were bloody or
showed signs of having eaten a cow.
No, we replied, they rarely have cow for dinner. He later found the cow, and thanked us
very much for our help.
In the same vein, there were several nights during which our
guys left their beds to help with lion attacks, more common since the migration
left. Hungry lions will attack
cattle– to them, they’re just walking beef patties, but these beef patties are
accompanied by the all too unpredictable Homo
sapiens, and therefore best avoided.
But nothing is best avoided when you’re hungry. For several nights in a row, cries for
help either woke me or entered my dreams.
Our guys are wonderful, and always run to help regardless of the
hour. One morning, Wilson told us
he had helped chase a lion away from some cattle. Once things had settled down and everyone had moved off, he,
Joseph, and Jackson knew of the lion’s whereabouts right next to their
vehicle. When the herder asked
them where it had gone, they sent him a different way: “I think it went over
there.” Not only do the herders
owe our guys their cattle, and the cattle their lives; that lion probably owes
them its life too.
The hyenas may not be stealing from the Maasai, but in a
crazy turn of events we watched a bunch of them (low rankers no less) steal
from a lioness. We predict that
perhaps the hyenas are becoming the top predator in these parts due a decrease
in the lion population; recently they seem to be harassing the lions more than
vice-versa. Charlie, Wilson, and I
had just left Hendrix when we noticed her suddenly perk up and begin loping
with purpose to the south. Before
long we came upon Mork loping toward where Hendrix was disappearing into the
bushes. I don’t understand what
sort of sixth sense these hyenas have; we had heard nothing, but somehow
everyone knew that a lioness had killed a topi. It was Aaliyah the lioness; she was still breathing hard
from her catch, and I felt sorry it had been stolen. She lay off about 30 meters from where Hendrix and several
other hyenas were now absolutely tearing the topi to pieces. Other hyenas loped
in from all directions, until there were about ten to fifteen present. The rate at which that topi body was
strewn into several parts and assimilated to become hyena mass is one of the
most amazing things I have ever witnessed. It took ten minutes at most for
there to be only bits left, no form whatsoever. What a sight, what sounds of
giggling, what smells of stomach contents and digestive juices (thanks to
Allstar popping out of the bushes with the stomach, of whose wall she proceeded
to open...rank), what a feel of
exhaustion as I narrated nonstop.
It was phenomenal.
15:30, Thursday, 7 March, 2013
There are more reasons than the overwhelming amount of work
that I find it difficult to find time to do something I love doing, which is
writing this blog. They are good
reasons though, and reasons that I decided it’s time to completely surrender
to. Like stopping my transcribing
to play soccer with Wilson’s little brother Dickson when he comes to visit,
trying to kick the ball into a wheelbarrow stood on its wheel against the big
tree-like bush by the kitchen tent, while Joseph cooks a delicious Maasai food
called ge (pronounced gay) on his little grill nearby. After soccer, Dickson and I get to try
some of the ge, and it tastes like a mixture of bacon bits and corned beef,
except in a perfect way, umame defined.
I cannot regret taking time to do these things. One afternoon I sat and ate lunch with
the guys as they took a quiz on Kenya out of a little book. I participated, but literally the only
question I knew was the one about which animal has females bigger than and
dominant to males. Yet the
atmosphere was perfect in every way, and something so simple but such that I
will never forget. Or there are
the nights when I decide to relax my mind and more fully take in the
surroundings, letting my constant writer’s thoughts of how am I going to
describe this for the people I love who cannot be here, how can I possibly make
them see? go loose and I simply feel. I feel
the lightning jumping between the clouds with my eyes, absorb in pure elation the new area of Fig Tree I have never
visited full of bushes and bounding juveniles of the rarely sighted
side-striped jackal through tall grass, sink
to a level of calm cognition with the rolling lioness wise enough to have known
to take such times of joy by the wings without question, rhyme or reason.
As the time nears to say goodbye to this place I cannot get
enough of, I need to truly feel, absorb, and sink to levels of calm
cognition. Things feel okay as
long as places like this exist, and I need it to exist somewhere other than my
mind while it still can. Last
night, driving along, Wilson asked me when my leaving date is. I told him, and suddenly had to turn my
head because my eyes were welling with tears. He comforted me, and in the typical Kenyan optimism told me
not to be sad because I will return.
Probably true, but I won’t be 23, my family here (Joseph, Benson,
Wilson, Jackson, Stephen, Lesingo, etc.) will likely be scattered, who knows
how the Mara will have changed and whether I’ll ever be able to drive around,
sometimes alone, and experience the deepest magic of this place and if any of
the hyenas I love will still be alive, if some of the species (I’m a hopeful
idealist, but that doesn’t put me past being scared by our persistent refusal
to acknowledge what we are doing to our planet, much less to do anything about
it) will still be alive. It plain
and simply won’t be the same. And
so I came to the decision then and there to do away with my new year’s
resolution of writing three times a week (something I clearly haven’t kept up
with), and in fact to make a new one until I get home. I will continue to keep detailed notes
in the notebook of happily colored elephants, flowers and suns – daily
notes. And when I get home,
everything worth writing will be written.
It’s a promise I’ve made to myself, for myself, to keep this place as it
is now alive for posterity. But
for now, I need to put aside something I love – this writing – for something I
love even more, and that is this place.
It will all be written, but until mid-May, as the thunder rolls in
conviction above and the raindrops fall on my home that is a tent and that I
half wish could always be a tent, kwa heri (goodbye). Kwa heri for my Kenya, kwa heri so that I can write more
fully of it when the time comes.